Random Off-Topic

You ruined it! :evil:

Blarg

Oksennus.

Yrjö

Ripuli.

Kimi Räikkönen.

Blarg.

Ole gunnar Solskjaer

What about him?

Dunno, most european name I know Was attempting and failing to continue the previous "conversation"

so yeah... how you guys doing?

Well that previous "conversation" ended up in me killing the thread
But yeah, same old sh*t as always

It's dead again.

So...i managed to type two reports today at work thanks to heavy metal and headphones.

Accomplishment!

Is it me or are those crickets really loud?

Cook, post that blue drake somewhere! I'm not crazy! My game is not crazy! Yay.

When iet on PC, I promis ya

For some reason I can't scale the picture down by Hosting it, which is unusual. I'll edit and refit the picture for ya guys to see. But the Abyss holds not nothing, but the strange.

Good pic! Much better than the one I took when it happened to me.

Well, on a whim I decided to check my ex's Deviant art. Turns out she not only stole my dream of being a photographer, she's gone and stolen some of my lost pics.

I feel like complete **** right now, and I've got no one I can talk to right now.

You got off topic.

Hope'd ya liked it Bunny, I had to try to take it a couple of times to get it right. Removed my HUD when Four Kings had a splinter of HP.

Saw the difference between NG and NG+ Four Kings well?

Cloud, you can talk to us! If she stole some of your photos, you should report her and have them removed.

Cook, yeah, I definitely noticed it at a lower level. I have played Four Kings in NG+, but that was with my other toon and she is like level 130+.

I don't give a **** about the pictures any more. I feel like **** because she got everything. A week after breaking up she was in the arms of someone else, living up the life I wanted while I wallowed, tried to kill myself, and had to go back home in shame.

And the worse part, the absolute **** part is that I won't ever have it that easy, because everyone thinks little to nothing of me when they first see me.

I'm really sorry to hear that, Cloud. I don't really know what to say except that you can't give up. If people think little of you at first glance, prove to them that there is more to you than what they see at first glance. I know it's difficult, but try to stay positive. If you think so negatively of yourself, that is the image you portray to others as well.

Also, it's not too late to pursue your dreams. It's never too late. If photography is what you love, what is stopping you from pursuing it?

Eki, at your age I was the crazy guy with long hair who wire shorts in snow. I didn't make a lot of friends and felt like everyone immediately brushed me off must of the time. It can be hard but bunny is right. You got this. Just gotta reach for it

Sounds familar

We can't help you physically, but all we can do is make you feel better some way.

All I can tell you, with a sobering finger at hand, is to survive. Things happen that are bad... And some that are good. Life is not fair, however it is not always cruel towards a certain person. Think openly, and think of things that make you smile. Sometimes such smiles may be of good thoughts... Some bad. I'm sure you don't need an explanation in that.

Life is not designed to be easy, it has been dangerous and hard for many from beginning to end. However the accomplishment of many hardships leads to rewards. BUT, that girl is of someone who is designed to leech, if you describe is real. Leeches are a form of thieves that stick not to living a life many follow, rather following that of a child dependent on a caretaker, which we have seen before. With the lack of hardship, once many remove her from thought and attachment, she will die off, forced to survive in hardship and possibly fall real deep. She will have to go that route. May take weeks, months, years even... But as change functions with time, she will lose her grasp, and endure your hardships

Your 20, your young, and have much life. As she is probably a similar age, she is clinging onto a lifestyle she kept as a child onwards... Which has lots of hazards. Learn from this, learn for such Leeches and stay away. Think of ways to make you feel good, even if such thoughts are of cruelty or pain towards those that brought misery to you, which helps for many it seems. Just remember that it can get better, yes. It can also get worse. Which gives you an aspect that you are in a better state than what can be, and you must try to reach the better aspects of life and live. However you will have to go threw hardships to accomplish it, challenges. Some are easy and a breeze to go threw. Some, not so much

I don't know what I'm reaching for anymore. I'm going into the navy because I want to find something.

All I want in life is to not feel so lonely. My sister and brother were the ones who got to go out and make new friends. They're the ones who knew how to socialize. And when I was in Seattle I got a taste of that, but now I can't. I don't know how. For gods sakes, I've only 5 REAL friends who really know me for me.

Then go see them, comrade. If you can't, get them to come to you, or find an arrangement to get closer. Don't commit yourself to something that probably will make you feel isolated more by being stuck at an encampment filled with people... Many of them are social beings who like to make others miserable. You would have to make sure you fit in, or get broken easily.