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"I am fine... See, we are at the camp"

*Let´s go of Satoshi´s hand and begins to make a camp fire*

"I am going to cook food. Please look in the boxes there *Points to the boxes* and choose what you want to eat"

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"Well...I am not very hungry..."

If I never eat, they might catch on...

"I don't want to...well..."

*Grasps his hair, groaning.*

"Ugh, I can't think straight..."

"I see. Then please sit down. We can talk while I cook and eat"

*Goes to the boxes and finds a pot and a lot of rice*

"You can talk about anything you want"

*Cheeks flush red when remembering last time*

Why can't I think straight!?  Is it Kitty?  But he's nice...

"Well...is it okay if I learn about where you were before you came here?"

That wasn't what I wanted to say!

*Looks down, disappointed in himself.*

"I'm sorry, I don't want to pry into that if you don't want to."

"Can I confide in you? I... I killed my mother a long time ago, and I´ve been on the road ever since."

*Bows in shame*

"I... I´ve never loved anyone... When I was little I was scorned and hated by my mother, and everyone else"

*Looks at Satoshi*

"I... I do not know why I said it... I would never hurt you, you know."

"I have attacked the others... I have done unspeakable things... But know that I would never hurt you."

(I hate you ssooooo much right now, Dibsville)

*With a neutral expression, he stands and walks up to Cat.*

"You killed someone, and assaulted others...I don't care..."

*Embraces Cat tightly.*

"I don't care if you did that, the only thing that matters is that you're here..."

*Tries not to cry, but sheds a few tears silently.*

"Please, just...just don't leave me alone, I wouldn't be able to bear it..."

"Why... Why would I leave?"

"I promise... I will not leave you alone... Ever... So do not cry"

*Hugs tightly back*

*Rubs hair*

"Do not cry, I do not know what you've been through, but please do not cry"

Thehellishappeningnow? Oh dear...

"W-well...I thought....never mind..."

Why do I have to be so emotional?

"Okay, I won't cry anymore..."

*Slowly stops shedding tears, but doesn't feel any better.*

I hope he doesn't hate me for what I've been doing...

*Put´s hands on Satoshi's shoulders*

"If there is anything I can do for you, please go ahead and say it"


*Stares into Satoshi's eyes, spacing out*

So beautiful... Yet... Hollow

"So pwetty..."

*Begins to purr* "Purrpurrpurr"

"I...I..."

He's the last person who should know...

"I have nothing to say, I'm sorry."

If I had the courage to show him...but how would he react?

He would leave, I would be alone, isolated, just like-

*Still intensely looking at Satoshi while purring loudly*

"You look like you have something on your heart."

"Please, tell me anything, I am here for you, either to listen or to act"

*Sits down while the rice is boiling*

"I really shouldn't..."

He knows that I'm clearly hiding something, but he doesn't know what.

If I can think of a lie...oh wait...that won't help me at all...

"I don't think I can."

It's hideous...

*Walks up and hugs Satoshi*

"I see.. I understand. You do not need to tell."

"Just remember that I am here if you ever need to talk"

*Tightens the hug*

"Thank you...that means a lot to me..."

*Accepts it, and wraps his arms around Cat.*

"Thank you, Kitty."

I think that he might not hate me...I am so happy...

Happy...I am happy...it's nice...why couldn't I have found somebody like Kitty before...?

"Do you care for a walk"

*Stretches legs*

"I need to clear my head a little"

*Takes hand*

"I would be delighted to go wherever you want to go."

*Smiles, but it's a little broken.*

"Are we going anywhere specific, or just wherever the wind takes us?"

*Squeezes Cat's hand a little tighter, not wanting to let go.*

(Oh dear Satoshi... Reading that is soo creepy... Obsessive thoughts ^^)

"Nah, I just want to walk with you... Because"

*Cheeks flush*

"Because... You are so... *Near whisper* Nice"

He is so cute, yet something is off... I guess it adds to his charm.

I just want to hug him forever and ever

(Well, you will be fine...for now, that is.)

*Turns red as he hears what Cat said.*

"W-what?"

"Well, you are the nicest person I have ever met.  I would never want to let you go..."

I hope to be closer to him emotionally, so I can finally get this secret off my back...

(I hope I don't traumatize you.)

(Meh, I am who I am... I write stories of obsessive love, I read manga about it. Everything is fine)

*Blushes*

"Do you really think so?"

"I... Thank you... Clutches his hand really hard"

"I would hate to be apart from you too, but sadly events around me keep doing it"

"I have things in my life I need to do... I can not always take you with me"

"I will try with all my heart though..."

*Begins to blush*

Perhaps I should admit to myself that I like him? No... Yes... I do not know... Time went by so fast... These latest day has felt like years...