The "let it out" thread.

Good luck Tolvo

Yes, best of luck from me too.

Thanks for all the well wishes guys, just got out of the hospital. Hopefully the surgery was a success. Right now I hear I look like I got the **** kicked out of me haha. Maybe I should post a pic.

Hoping you have a speedy recovery, Tolvo!

Thanks, with experimental growth patches. Who knows it could be speedy.

Got some fingers crossed for you. They're not mine.....

Don't ask

What do you do when you're at the brink of giving up? When nothing matters anymore and you just want to die, but you can't?

Man roar.

Fall into yourself while walking to the right exit.

Smile and hug some one, then cry.

Doesn't help when there is no one to hug or smile to, is there?

Mr. Tart wrote:What do you do when you're at the brink of giving up? When nothing matters anymore and you just want to die, but you can't?

Why can't you? Why can't you kill yourself?

Because there is something that actually matters to you, and you don't want to die

I found that "something" a while ago...

You can always smile and hug yourself, until you fall asleep. There's always sleep to look forward to.

What happens if that something is unobtainable?

Acidic_Cook wrote:What happens if that something is unobtainable?

Then you find yourself in my situation.

Acidic, you never told me that you could read minds!

Nightmares and dealing with people that are decetive, betrayive, and hidden monsterscis not something to look forward to when you sleep.

And I desire to have something that is held. The unobtainable can only go so far until it hurts you in longetivity.

Acidic_Cook wrote:Nightmares and dealing with people that are decetive, betrayive, and hidden monsterscis not something to look forward to when you sleep.

In fact, for a long time, I had that same thought, but now, thinking a second time, I'm more curious than afraid of those nightmares.

And I desire to have something that is held. The unobtainable can only go so far until it hurts you in longetivity.

Bingo. You reached the final boss, the only thing that I can't answer. Keep going or forget about it?


Gotta eat, I'm very hungry, be right back.

I was interested in nightmares when I got older. Now it is not even scary nightmares. Just social strife. Doesn't really help when reliance turns into a death sentence.

And enjoy your lunch. I got a Mac from Mikkies after the fifth interview.

Acidic_Cook wrote:Nightmares and dealing with people that are decetive, betrayive, and hidden monsterscis not something to look forward to when you sleep.

And I desire to have something that is held. The unobtainable can only go so far until it hurts you in longetivity.

I've always had nightmares, but only ever the same one nightmare throughout all of my life.

I always have nightmares. That's why i don't like sleeping. I always wake up feeling sick because of them.

I don't mean to steal the spotlight here..but on the topic of nightmares, something's been bugging me for a few years.

I once had a nightmare that there were doppleganger type monsters running around this school, trying to eat the friends I came with, that would turn into sand when you killed them. I've read alot of articles about nightmares, and apparently they're supposed to mean something.

I have no possible idea what that could mean though. Any deep insight to share?

Scared of losing your friends/childhood friends? Perhaps something from school haunts you yet. Not sure what age you are either, so it's not very easy, though if you're looking for a meaning behind it, the best one to answer you is you. Think of it as a puzzle. You've got sand, school, friends, fear and possibly more that only you know of. So just finish the puzzle to get the picture.

Hm..yeah, I'll really need to think about this more sometime. Thanks.

If you believe in that nightmares will actually tell you something, that you should look into it. It could help you finding out who you truly are or what you truly want. Anyway, hope i was of any help to you.

Just don't take your dreams too seriously. Dreams are often just your mind's way to process things you are unable to or unwilling to think consciously. Possibly something you fear, something you hope or simply something that has happened to you or you have done a lot lately. For example, if you have new friends, or you are in a new school/environment you dream about them because your mind needs to adapt you to the new situation.

Dreams are not meaningless, but they sometimes mix together with things that are not related in any way. For example, i have had dreams where real people have health bars like in dark souls. Dreams can offer a nice insight about getting to know yourself better, but in the end, they are a creation of your mind and shouldn't be taken too seriously.