I hate people.

All the unnecessary drama, always making unimportant things a big deal, demonising perfectly normal things and not batting an eye at people being chainsawed in half, trying so hard to be special when they're really just like everyone else. I hate the social construct that is culture, I hate the effect culture has on people.

Like so many 15 year olds with hair dyed black as they write terrible poetry, I hate everyone.

Not to say I don't have people I would do almost anything for, because I do, but even they, even I, contribute to the rampant and blatant stupidity that rules nearly every aspect of everyones life. I'm not exempt from these things, I'm just as bad. I hate that too.

Sounds familiar.

For the record, I'm not even being bleak. I'm not depressed, now anyways, in fact this is a pretty good day. I have a generous and understanding room mate, a best friend of 10 years, I love to snowboard and work out, both weights and jujitsu. I don't do drugs, so its not withdrawal.

I just hate people.

I could be reasonably happy living alone or with no more than 3 other people, in the woods, with dogs for the rest of my life provided I could make myself comfortable. Similarly, I could live in seattle, and have lived with 10 other people in a 2 story house, just fine.

You don't have to love anyone, pirate, nor hate. You have the power to choose what ideals of life to follow, as does everyone else... Even if you or others don't see it.

Just make sure you stay balanced out. Tipping off is usually not good for stability, so balancing your mind would be a good idea.

I also recommend a good slice of Ice Cream today; I am a professional skier myself, colliding into trees and rocks, while doing tricks on ramps and going down steep rocky and snowy surfaces; a hot day like this goes well with ice cream... Or a float.

Acidic, a -20ºF day goes great with ice cream. Forum....hatred is the impetus for all positive outcomes. Love does not yield change, only status quo. Great change comes from great hate. The only caveat is to make sure to hate something that should be changed. For example, genocide is the result of misdirected hate. Quitting smoking, losing unhealthy weight, etc. etc. is the result of well directed hate.

Ice cream is good any day, in my opinion.

Also, it's 30 degrees Celsius here... Don't know what that is in Farinheit. Sue me.

I hate people too, but I'm not sure I hate them in the way you do

This is my take: You as a person are an intelligent, free-thinking individual. As a people you are a ****ing retard.

Interpret that as you will

As individuals, I hate no one. I would not kill nor injure anyone given a choice, even with the promise of no consequence. Its people. As a whole.

I'm no pro, most tricks are beyond my abilities, but I can ride most everything provided I stay within 30 feet or so of the ground.

Anything above 20 ish celsius is hotter than I'd like. If water doesn't freeze at night, its too hot.

You'll get your summons shortly. That's 86ºF. It's about the same here today aka.....hot as heck

Bought ice cream; melted when I got it from ice cream place... Had to eat it within three minutes, finishing at the door of my house. Yay.

'Hell is other people'

Jean Paul Sartre.

Hell is relative; My hell is going back to void.

SlakeMoth wrote:'Hell is other people'

Jean Paul Sartre.

Definitely a favorite quote of mine.

My Hell is knowing that no matter how well I know someone, how many people are near by, how many people have had similar experiences, I am always and will always be alone in this life.

Heaven would then be the opposite, truly connecting with even one other in a way not possible in this existence. Even the believe that it awaits (which I don't posses) would be an immesurable solace.

So, you want to be a Zerg when you find your heaven?

Wouldn't mind. I'd prefer something more intelligent, but its a sacrifice I'd gladly make

Maybe if you were a Cerebrate, that might work. Not Kerrigan's Zerg, they just *** up in terms of whole identity; Could keep your intelligence then. Might not have much movement, though.

Are you a parent? I used to doubt the existence of deeper connections until my daughter was born. It's strange and wonderful to know that another human being is out there because of you and that you've affected the entirety of their being. Like when I'm sternly telling her to be "careful" because she's trying to climb on top of a couch or her toy car (which weighs less than she does) and having to think to myself.....that looks familiar

On an unrelated note, it really annoys me when people add the word sir unnecessarily.
Examples: You sir, suck.
You sir, win the internet.
And so on.

When the hell has that happened, sir?

One day you'll meet a guy with a stutter, and he'll be talking to someone saying, "You sur-surf?" To some guy near to you. And you're just going to explode on him and make him feel ashamed of something he was born with. I HOPE YOU'RE PROUD OF YOURSELF! Apologize to this hypothetical person right now!

I see what you're doing Acid. It almost worked, but I'm feeling especially bitter atm. I'm not crazy, just to introverted for my own good.


@Skar no, I'm not. I love kids, I worked with kids for 5 years, and my mom ran a home daycare.

I still don't believe in "real" connections. My best friend doesn't even ask for my advice anymore, because he knows it in advance, we rarely talk about anything that matters, because we already know the responses, we don't ask how the other is, we know as soon as we see each other. Its still not "real." Not good enough. Even after 10 years, 6 of which involved daily contact. Because in the end, words and actions still fail to convey the depth of what I feel, the subtlties of it, the exceptions, the contradictions.

Become a writer, it will definitely help in learning how to communicate better with others Forum, especially, if you take up any public speaking. It has done wonders with my social identity.

It is best that sometimes some connections form others you should not know; Especially if it is hazardous to the well being of others and the self. The thoughts of others may bring restoration and sanctuary... it also can bring destruction. These forms of destruction and sanctuary do not necessarily have to be a form either, rather essence.

Never thought you were crazy; crazy is a subject that I see as an arrogant form of identification. Arrogance is what I prefer to not hold at all, and I hope you do not see it that way ever.

I am always bitter; I am always smiling. Feeling of connection and wanting it is a good aspect to have, except when you do not seem to have it, independence should be an alternative path of survival and living, if none arise. I know that few connect with me, and I am thankful that I have found some that I connect with... of course, most are known as my foe in life.

Everyone wants some form of connection. If independence does not arrive, the imagination is the greatest tool of survival; Man does not understand the potential the mind has, as it is the reason why man is the MOST advanced creature on this planet, in terms of potential and development.

I never thought you were crazy... just a little red and blue. Best to keep the shades.

Its not that my words are inadequate tolvo, that words as a medium are inadequate. There are no words for the things I truly wish to say.

@Acid thats not the type of connection I'm describing as "real." No one can know everything I think, everything I feel, everything I am. Even among those closest to someone, people are paraphrased. Its inescapable. Without direct access to someones memories, one can not truly understand anything anyone says. With some things, its irrelevant. With important things, its a big, obvious, indestructable wall that stands between people.