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    It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 6:47 pm

    It always sucks to know that you weren't good enough for a girl you wanted to be with, but then you find out that she found someone who was. There's always that "oh, i'm happy for her" thing, but I didn't get to that stage of liking her. So screw that. I just wanted to be hers and her to be mine. And now some other guy gets that. I just saw "In relationship with" blah blah blah Mr Pooperson Ugly Man on facebook.

    Three words:
    Piece. Of. Piss.

    PS: I know I'm posting quite a bit about girls, but I'm a romantic guy who's 17. I'm gonna also post this in the Let It Out thread.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 6:51 pm

    Some things just aren't in your control mi amigo. But there IS something I advise against now, and that's the 'I'm hers/She's mine' because in the end it'll lead to a tragedy.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 6:54 pm

    Yeah. I'm just extremely romantic. I might as well be a girl in the middle of puberty who can't get a boyfriend. I also see all my friends getting into relationships, and here I am still hung up on a girl I scared away, and then taking it out on another girl's heart without even knowing it. *shakes head*

    And then I see stuff happening for the girl I scared away. And it's pretty much a "FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" moment.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 6:57 pm

    *back pat* it's all good man, we all have these things happen. Just don't let it take over your life like I did. If you do, you'll be 1,000 miles from home debating whether to jump out your window or slice open your arm and have a 25,000+ dollar debt for something you did just to be with a girl.

    lol! fun times!


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:00 pm

    cloudyeki wrote:lol! fun times!
    Sounds like it. I'm not one to get into depression. I just feel the sharp sting of young love. But instead of moving on and finding another girl, I get hung up for a couple years. maybe this one will just be 6 months. First girl was 2 years, second girl was one year, so maybe this will be cut in half as well.

    How do you deal with not getting the "perfect" girl?


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:02 pm

    Just unfriended her. I guess I should have done that a while ago. She cut me out. Pretty much lied when she said she wanted to be "just friends." So, she cut me out for her ease, I'm cutting her out so I stop seeing that... stuff. Even seeing her profile picture sucks.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 7:03 pm

    By realizing such a person is a near impossibility. I'm not saying to settle, but find someone you can really care for and they do the same for you. And I've been chasing a certain girl since childhood, so take that as you will. My ex's have really been attempted distractions and the sort the more I think about it.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:06 pm

    cloudyeki wrote:By realizing such a person is a near impossibility. I'm not saying to settle, but find someone you can really care for and they do the same for you. And I've been chasing a certain girl since childhood, so take that as you will. My ex's have really been attempted distractions and the sort the more I think about it.
    My ex had been the same. Company Calls Epilogue will always hit me hard because I won't ever be over the first girl who I liked, and honestly changed my life. But I feel for this new girl like I fell for my first. It was a full head over heals kind of fall. Then I did the same thing I did to my ex, except I didn't let it get that far this time.

    First=Liz
    Ex=Kim
    New Girl=Macey
    Girl I did the same thing to=Dominique


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 7:08 pm

    We're both young mate, no need to get so invested in a romance right now.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:10 pm

    Idk, man. I do what I do. I'm just wired a certain way, and I can't help it. If I like a girl, it's just simply too hard not to get really invested in it emotionally. I mean, I just can't do anything else but that, ya know?


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by Digitalyzed on Sun May 27, 2012 7:13 pm

    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    cloudyeki wrote:lol! fun times!
    Sounds like it. I'm not one to get into depression. I just feel the sharp sting of young love. But instead of moving on and finding another girl, I get hung up for a couple years. maybe this one will just be 6 months. First girl was 2 years, second girl was one year, so maybe this will be cut in half as well.


    How do you deal with not getting the "perfect" girl?


    It's a horrifying and harsh reality, but for most
    people you will never completely get over that one "perfect" girl who you never
    had a chance at. Even if you've seen her before, and she was imperfect
    in so many ways, people always look back with regret, and constantly
    compare relationships to what they had or could have had. First love
    leaves a lasting impression that many will never be able to let go
    completely.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:16 pm

    Gah! Weird thing is, though, I've met two "perfect" girls, and I think they'll both stick with me. Hopefully the second one wont, since having the ache from missing the first one was a big enough burden as is. I just need to focus on the fact that I'm only 17, and I've met two perfect girls. Another one is bound to come into my life. And you know what they say... third time's the charm haha!
    ... oh, I hope I don't screw it up when that next girl comes along. Or she doesn't screw it up. Either way. I hope the next time this happens, I don't have to go through this again.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 7:20 pm

    Sounds like you need to 'zen yo self befo you wreck yo self, fool'

    I try to just focus on my favorite music when I need to zen. I love pe'z!


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:27 pm

    I play guitar so,
    I'll play this a bunch
    http://youtu.be/Qz1GwlIvIjU

    Then I'll start playing this
    http://youtu.be/KGEyqP0744c

    Then I'll start playing this over and over again when I find another girl.
    http://youtu.be/pp0p1cDCzVc

    Then when I get close to her, I'll play this constantly
    http://youtu.be/j6XZsau7CSk

    Then when I scare her away, I'll play this
    http://youtu.be/K_9nIljBYTc

    Vicious cycle. But I've done this in the past. Idk if I'll do it again, though. I may just drown myself in Velveteen instead, or maybe some Trocadero.
    Possibly Jen Wood.


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by User on Sun May 27, 2012 7:29 pm

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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by cloudyeki on Sun May 27, 2012 7:30 pm

    Look into jazz. Depressing songs only help to deepen your depression. If anything you want to find the silver lining to make yourself cheer up big grin


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:31 pm

    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by User on Sun May 27, 2012 7:33 pm

    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad

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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:33 pm

    cloudyeki wrote:Look into jazz. Depressing songs only help to deepen your depression. If anything you want to find the silver lining to make yourself cheer up big grin
    I always listen to Trocadero to get myself to feel better.
    http://youtu.be/K_9nIljBYTc
    Jen Wood is sadness from a girls' point of view, so that kinda helps.
    And Velveteen is a bunch of random assortments of sad ideas because they're a German band who sings in English haha!
    But, sad music actually makes me feel a LOT better. Idk what it is, but sad stuff makes me feel non-sad. *shrug*


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by JoeBroski09 on Sun May 27, 2012 7:34 pm

    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by User on Sun May 27, 2012 7:42 pm

    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:
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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by Digitalyzed on Sun May 27, 2012 7:42 pm

    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:
    :silent:

    :|


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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by User on Sun May 27, 2012 8:04 pm

    Digitalyzed wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:
    :silent:

    :|

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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by Digitalyzed on Sun May 27, 2012 8:15 pm

    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    Digitalyzed wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:
    :silent:

    :|


    Why is there a pony amidst our many faces?
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    Re: It always sucks

    Post by User on Sun May 27, 2012 8:16 pm

    Digitalyzed wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    Digitalyzed wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote:
    JoeBroski09 wrote:
    Acidic_Cook wrote: :|
    Thanks man. sad
    :|
    .. What? :shock:
    :silent:

    :|


    Why is there a pony amidst our many faces?
    :shock:

    Prayer :00042:

    Hope that helps you, Joe

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