feel like ive been gone for too long and heres why

So recently I've been hit by boredom, sadness and some episodes of happiness but for the most part I've been sitting wondering what's wrong with me and i cant nail it, maybe I'm not playing enough games but I've been looking for work recently and every attempt I make is fruitless.
why are things so difficult?
I know life isn't easy but no one wants to employ me and the feeling of boredom is mixing with the sadness
I can hardly play games without getting distracted by my phone or my girlfriend texting and I'm not motivated to play games, the only ones I've touched are Dark Souls and Vanquish .
Ughh..
Mini rant over

lol I saw topic name and expected to come and find some awesome tale of your wanderings

Sorry to here about your tough time finding work and stuff.
But its good to see you back man, hope things take a turn for the better soon.




But in the meantime pull up a chair, read what you've missed out on and have a drink on me...

 

I left out the part with the dragon for length reasons and thanks man.