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    How To Hide A Razor Blade?

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    Post by Satoshi Thu May 23, 2013 11:00 pm

    I posted a topic on how to avoid killing myself a day or two ago, and I wanted to say something.

    After deciding that I would try not to kill myself, I went on to recording my observations, but it did not help at all, so I bought some razor blades and started cutting myself. The problem is that the girl I live with keeps finding them and disposing of them through either burning them, or just plain destroying them.

    Is there a way I can hide the ones I buy that aren't used, so they won't get disposed of? I really just want to be alone in peace.
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    Post by Hart Thu May 23, 2013 11:06 pm

    C'mon man, you've gotta know were not gonna help you do things like this.

    It's easy for us to say when were not going through the same things as you I know... Believe me I know.

    But please don't do this. Log on when your feeling lonely, sad etc. Come join the chatroom. Theres a whole community here ready to help you get through this. And we're not ready to see you go from the forum.
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    Post by Satoshi Thu May 23, 2013 11:07 pm

    Hart wrote:C'mon man, you've gotta know were not gonna help you do things like this.

    It's easy for us to say when were not going through the same things as you I know... Believe me I know.

    But please don't do this. Log on when your feeling lonely, sad etc. Come join the chatroom. Theres a whole community here ready to help you get through this. And we're not ready to see you go from the forum.

    ...Okay...I think I might be able to try.
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    Post by Hatsune Miku Thu May 23, 2013 11:19 pm

    Just trying to light things up by changing the subject, because I agree with Hart.
    Where is your avatar from Satoshi?
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    Post by Tolvo Thu May 23, 2013 11:23 pm

    Satochi coming from a person that used to cut themself quite badly, just try to find some ways to keep your mind off things. Try and get some books, or even look up books online. Perhaps try writing poetry, or renting some movies. Or even watching some videos on youtube.
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    Post by Satoshi Thu May 23, 2013 11:23 pm

    Fluttershy wrote:Just trying to light things up by changing the subject, because I agree with Hart.
    Where is your avatar from Satoshi?

    Shakugan No Shana, I believe.
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    Post by Hatsune Miku Thu May 23, 2013 11:27 pm

    Just searched for and watched the opening. Seems good, imo.
    Can you tell me more about it?
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    Post by WhatDoesThePendantDo? Thu May 23, 2013 11:31 pm

    Please stop.

    Also, could it be that you're in a rut where you live? You could try moving somewhere, a change of scenery might help.
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    Post by Soris Ice Goldwing Thu May 23, 2013 11:33 pm

    I love reading anything and comedy always helps. Laughter is an important part of life.
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    Post by Latitoast Thu May 23, 2013 11:40 pm

    ^This

    Cutting yourself isn't going to help you Satoshi.

    If you need to vent we're here, and I'm sure your friend would be there for you too.
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    Post by Hatsune Miku Thu May 23, 2013 11:41 pm

    Soris Ice Goldwing wrote:I love reading anything and comedy always helps. Laughter is an important part of life.
    Ermergerd! Yes! I love comedy. Don't like to read much unless it has pictures to go with.
    But I totally agree with this.
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    Post by GrinTwist Thu May 23, 2013 11:49 pm

    I used to self-mutilate quite a bit when I was younger, it helped distract me from everything but eventually I stopped because it became to hard to hide both my cuts and my bruises.
    Trust me, it might seem like a good option at first but it's only short term. So I would advise against cutting yourself and go for a different approach. Many approaches to dealing with the situation that you seem to be in (I haven't read your thread yet, sorry) have already been listed here, I myself let out my anger via punching bag. Sometimes I bruise my knuckles if I go for too long but it helps a lot more than cutting.
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    Post by PlasticandRage Thu May 23, 2013 11:57 pm

    How old are you Satoshi?
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    Post by steveswede Fri May 24, 2013 5:42 am

    PlasticandRage wrote:How old are you Satoshi?

    I think he's 23 judging the years he gave in the last thread.
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    Post by Serious_Much Fri May 24, 2013 6:05 am

    Here's what I propose you do satoshi.

    You yourself gather up the razor blades you keep hiding from the person you're living with.

    If need be, you do this with her for support- but get rid of all of them. Throw them in a bin, burn them, take them to a skip. Anything. The most important part though is that you do it yourself, unprompted.

    It's only once you beat these urges to hurt yourself, to shy away from things and to give up that you can start moving forward. Overcome it, we all know you can do it.
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    Post by lonewolf Fri May 24, 2013 6:45 am

    as alot of other people have said you will feel better after a while but belive me when i say that cutting will not make the situasion any better for either you and you are making your friend woried.
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    Post by reim0027 Fri May 24, 2013 9:26 am

    Thanks for taking care of this guys. Satoshi - listen to everyone here. They are a voice of reason and can share your pain. And, join the chat or some skype chats. They might help you out.
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    Post by Emergence Fri May 24, 2013 12:44 pm

    These forums are a place for solidarity but we must ask that our community members are not asked to aid or make suggestions that lead to harm. Threads asking for time and a listening ear are encouraged but we will no longer permit threads of this nature directly asking for destructive assistance. Satoshi, please reach out to clinical professionals who can help you with your present turmoil. Looking to fellow posters for solace is helpful but no one here is a paid professional who knows precisely what to do without causing further harm.

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