by Mr. Tart Tue Apr 02, 2013 8:38 pm
These past 3 years(9th grade, 1st grade in high school, and 2nd grade aka this year in high school) i've managed to get far behind with homework and tests. I've always pulled through, and in most cases even gotten A's anyway. However, each year i care less because i hate school even more. I don't want to do this, but obviously i have to, because we live in a world where you're forced to learn pointless f*cking f*ck-i can't even finish my own f*cking sentence.
I have so much to take care of these last few months before summer. I apparently risk getting an F in math as well. Why do i even need to know how the f*ck the f*cking binary system works?! Why the f*cking f*ck f*ck f*ck!-Why would i need to know that when i study journalism and photography?! Why would i need that f*cking sh*t?! I speak to adults more or less everyday, and never. NEVER. Have they needed even as much as half the math we study in school. So why the f*ck do we need it? Because we live in a f*cking world full of sadist pigs that want you to feel weak. Sadist pigs that want you to give up and cut your f*cking throat.
I'm lying in bed sweating because i've got fever. I'm sick more or less every other week. I've missed more than a third of this school year. More than a f*cking third!
This is the last year we have math, which by the way is a f*cking stupid and pointless subject, which you can't deny. Even if it's the last year, and i look forward to the next year, i feel like i'm not gonna be able to pull through.
I can't even finish writing what i wanted to write because i'm just-i don't know...
Just... f*ck.